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won't you take it back
And nothing has to change today
Tore my shirt to stop you bleeding But nothing ever stops you leaving

No fair
You really know how to make me cry

But life is far away from fair Was I stupid to love you?

You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise?

Another lesson yet to learn

But I know you too well

The shirt that you let me wear home Gold's fake and real love hurts

But nothin' is better sometimes

Do you ever think about me? When she ain’t around

Whatever the case, I’m glad you’re happy

Honestly though, I'm glad you found her I'll stop asking questions, you take care  

Numb to the bone, been so long since the love bug bit I’ll admit, maybe I quit

I'll keep the picture saved in a safe place

But things just got much harder Now it's just hard to ignore It's not the same anymore

I’m in my bed And you’re not here And there’s no one to blame but the drink and my wandering hands

What if I’m someone you won’t talk about?

And I get the feeling that you’ll never need me again

Your Chelseas in Chelsea Hope that eases the pain, so you remember to miss me And you sold your car, now you walk for miles

Hope New York holds you Hope it holds you like I do

And I hope you're happy, livin' life in taxis

I got way too much time to be this hurt Somebody help, it's getting worse What do you do with a broken heart?

I feel my body giving up Can I hold on for another night?

I got way too much time to be this hurt

Seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again But I know it's crazy to believe in silly things But it's not that easy

I remember it now, it takes me back to when it all first started But I've only got myself to blame for it, and I accept that now It's time to let it go, go out and start again

And in my dreams, I meet the ghosts of all the people who have come and gone Memories, they seem to show up so quick but they leave you far too soon

'Cause talking shit is cheap and we talk a lot of it You won't stay with me, I know

And I’ve been trying to fill all of this empty, but fuck I’m still so empty

Been trying to find a reason for this stuff In bedroom and my closet, the baggage in my heart is still so dark

Cause I can't make you stay if you wanna go But I will wait for you to say "Come home"

I fear the day might come that I will see you with another girl As much as it hurts me in the feels, I hope she holds your hand I pray to God that you live happily

I can't believe how much I hate Pressures of a new place roll my way

That's what a year-long headache does to me

Almost thought we could've been something

It hurts the most 'cause I don't know the cause Maybe I shouldn't have cried when you left and told me not to wait

It kills the most to say that I still care Now I'm left tryna rewind the times you held and kissed me back I wonder if you're thinkin' "Is she alright all alone?"

I'm not crying 'cause you left me with no warning I'm just crying 'cause I can't escape what could've been Are you aware when you set me free?